Mum it’s dads birthday party tomorrow and Sarah, Jonathan beca , Niamh and John are coming and I’m going to cook dinner for them. I’ve done all the shopping this morning I just wish you could come back just for half an hour to see us all. Will you try please? I was hoovering in your bedroom this afternoon and a pigeon flew in to your bedroom window and i really thought it was you coming to see me. I miss you so much I just want to see you for half an hour. I love you and miss you xxxxxxxxx